Knuckle Puck

On the inside I was hoping for disaster. With our anchors crossed our ships sank faster.
The queen of deception or a victim of misconception.
I took some time to go and figure things out bu my hear is haunted by what I call self doubt.
I blame myself.
You said I had a way with words, but did you know they'd sweep you into an ocean of girls?
Ones who followed my mother's lies when they said,"the sky would clear up if you just held up your head."

If A Bear's Hungry (He Will Eat)

I sing inside jokes that aren’t funny, about my former friends and ex girlfriend, because I don’t know when to shut my mouth, and because everyone that I know is getting fucked up. They can’t come to my show because I’m an asshole and make fun of them for what they think is cool (all of the stupid shit I know I’ll never do).

I know I’m messed up, I know I miss you, Things aren’t the best right now. I hate everything, but I hate myself more, we’re all dead beat kids living dead end lives.

I’m sick of singing all about “the way everything turned out”, my mom, or my broken dad. Tell me, why am I always sad? I’m growing up all by myself, can’t pretend I’m someone else, who I am is what you get and what you see is a promise kept.  “Fuck the past, my head’s held high”? That’s a  bitter fucking lie.

Dear world, I’m still here. Fuck you and all my fears. I know who I am, I know who you aren’t. 

Publish Post

Not too excited to work these next three days, but i'm not half as sad as I usually am this time of year. Going to jam with Evan and Celso in a few minutes, we will probably eat pizza or something.

Lockjaw.

Since it's super trendy my new "band" has made a tumblr to let people know what is going on.
So far, a whole lot of nothing. Evan is always with his girlfriend so he and celso havn't been able to finish the vocals to the song we recorded. Be on the look out for that though!
www.lockjaw209.tumblr.com

Sounds like three kids who play jazz scales trying to play trendy shit.
(see: tigers jaw, the matches, merchant ships)

PS. we probably sound nothing like the artists written above but who caress.

Not sure about this

Well facebook seems like a waste of time because I never have anything to say that isn't sarcastic. Maybe I'll use this to talk about shit going on in my life. who knows, who cares.

Nick